Jon, as an elder back home in the US, with children and grandchildren in Sweden, I am concerned about the messages you are putting out there. Think about your children hearing what you said in the last Som Vad Händer? You shouldn’t have to represent all Black men, but you are painting a picture that will shape people’s perceptions. Please reflect on this. Also reflect on whether you need to stop drinking and using. Blacking out is a very serious signal that you are heading toward danger. Protect your precious life! I will hold you in my prayers.